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Post subject: I don't know what I know  Posted: Tue May 04, 2010 2:18 pm |
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Can anyone offer advice. I have inherited some psychic traits from my grandmother, who I never met. I don't have regular 'moments' as I call them and can't control when I have them. Sometimes they are extremely clear, like when I 'saw' a favourite cousin die but more often than not they come as a whole body feeling. I know that something is going to go wrong but I don't know what it is. As I suffer from anxiety you can only imagine the state I get myself into worrying in case it's something to do with my hubby ( who works away) or daughter. Last time I nearly had a nervous breakdown and it turned out that my 'moment' was only over some one hacking into my email account. When the event happens I get a feeling like relief so I know then what I've seen ( or not as the case may be) has happened. Another time though it was because I had felt my BiL and SIL put my niece into care without telling anyone and all the family hell that that caused.
I have tried meditating on the feeling when I get it but it seems as though there is a door inside me that I can't open, no matter how hard I try. I can't say whether it's the same with happy 'moments' as I don't seem to get many of those, just the doom and gloom ones.
Is there any way I can clarify these 'moments' so I know what not to panic about, for the sake of my nerves if nothing else.
love and hugs Gina xxx
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Post subject: Re: I don't know what I know Posted: Tue May 04, 2010 2:58 pm |
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wiccaquilter wrote: I have tried meditating on the feeling when I get it but it seems as though there is a door inside me that I can't open, no matter how hard I try. I can't say whether it's the same with happy 'moments' as I don't seem to get many of those, just the doom and gloom ones.
Is there any way I can clarify these 'moments' so I know what not to panic about, for the sake of my nerves if nothing else.
love and hugs Gina xxx First of all look at your words and what your putting out into the universe. Yes you may say this is truth but this is also what you believe therefore what you bring to the forefront of your mind and thought patterns so you are consciously focusing on these energies quite often bringing them closer and closer to reality. So go through this small paragraph and ask yourself how am I partaking in this? What am I putting out that is attracting these experiences? "Tried" well stop trying and start doing  If you do it then you do it. Meditating is very simple so if you are putting the effort you are doing it and not trying it. Trying implies that you may not get the prime results that you are seeking, that you will give it a go but you arent expecting to get any real work done. So shift your perception, put a new one out there. Have you ever asked yourself why you are blocking your own progress? What is the worst thing that could happen if you embraced all that you are? The more that you practice your skill the more that you are able to work with it and the more you are able to know exactly what it is, how it communicates with you, the certain feelings that come and exactly what they mean. If you only practice it when it comes to you here and there then you are not going to have a working relationship with it therefore you will not understand the way it flows, the way it speaks to you and all that it means which can be very intense when they do come because you may freak out thinking the world is going to end.
Another thing you say is you don't get many of the "happy moments" I would choose to meditate on why that is. Sometimes we focus on perceptions and feelings that we want to know but we don't focus on the ones that are actually going to help us get to the core of the challenge. If you are saying that you don't get many "happy moments" then chances are you wont even if you have them in your life you may end up making it into one of your doom and gloom moments because your mind set is not readily available to interpret those that are "happy moments" get my drift?
And about this 'Doom and Gloom' what do you consider to be doom and gloom? Does it need to be re-evaluated and maybe seen in a different light? Is it Death that you consider Doom and Gloom and if so why? Is it because of the physical loss of a physical shell? Death is a new stage in ones life. It is a time where the physical shell is able to say I'm done, I've did this earth thing, I've gained what I needed to here and I am ready to move forward into the next phase. Death is a gift, a birthright that we all share. It is something that is quite beautiful regardless of the circumstances around it. It indeed is a blessing. I know it may be difficult to see it that way especially when we have people in life that we are so attached to but if we can take away our selfish behaviors and really consider that this person that passed has accomplished something great in their "long or short" period here and they are able to move forward and be blessed. They will live on eternally within our hearts. It changes things.
We have to be very careful when interpreting our intuitive instincts because what we judge to be doom and gloom may not be. We have to ask ourselves why we place this energy around this circumstance. what exactly is it that makes me say this and why? We have to really be Psychic Investigators!
Take a look around this forum we have some good tips and such that will help jumpstart you. Take a look at the topic Psychic Training, Tips, and Fun!
Good Investigating!
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Michael
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Post subject: Re: I don't know what I know Posted: Tue May 04, 2010 8:41 pm |
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THank you Michael for your advice. Some of the questions you asked are easily answered.
I know why I am 'blocking myself'. As I said my grandmother ( father's mother) was a psychic and I grew up with my mother, a preacher, not having a good word to say about her and her gift. It was seen as something evil not a gift. Also although I have been meditating for a few years as a cure/help for depression, it hasn't been the meditation where you focus on something and I am finding that aspect hard. What do I focus on when I'm trying to discover what I know. All that seems to happen is that the feeling intensifies but doesn't get any clearer. It's as if I'm being spoken to in a different language and that person is shouting thinking I'll understand.
As for the doom and gloom, perhaps that wasn't the best phrase I could have used. Death doesn't scare me so it's not that. It just seems that I only have premonitions/feelings when something bad is going to happen. I'm fairly upbeat in my life apart from the odd bout of depression. I have a happy life and happy things happen to me. To be honest I'm pleased when I feel that something bad is going to happen so I can prepare myself and not get caught out completely.
You mentioned that I should work with this even on the days I don't feel anything. I do try ( sorry about using the T word) but how do I know what I hear/sense is a true prediction or something my mind is telling me because I want to hear it. It's probably the wrong way of doing it but for fun ,for want of a better word, I try and predict the soccer results on the weekend . My daughter picks 10 matches for me to predict the outcome. My record is three correct results.
I'm sorry to be a nuisance but I have no one else to ask. As I mentioned earlier my mother would be horrified to know about this and even if dad had inherited something from his mum he would never say anything about it. I have dropped hints over the last few years but he just changes the subject. My uncle who told me about my nan is now dead and I haven't heard of anyone else in the family who has the gift.
I have printed out all the help and hints from the other post you mentioned and I'll be studying them over the next few days. There was so much info to take in but I am confident that something there will help me to crack this. I am a stubborn Welsh woman and I refuse to give up.
Love and hugs Gina xxx
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Post subject: Re: I don't know what I know Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 11:49 pm |
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i can agree and sometimes it take time to learn how to use them not every one is the same!
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Post subject: Re: I don't know what I know Posted: Sat May 08, 2010 2:34 am |
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Be patient with yourself. Don't push to hard. Let things unfold. Like a previous post mentioned, shift your perception. Be calm relax, let whatever comes come. Don't dwell on it either. It will take your sanity trust me lol.
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Post subject: Re: I don't know what I know Posted: Sat May 08, 2010 6:08 am |
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Thank you for all your help. I am going to be more relaxed with myself, if possible, when I get the feeling of dread and hopefully this will help me to focus. I get the impression that I am my own worse enemy where this is concerned.
Love and hugs Gina xxx
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